Perception and Purpose

Perception does change when you are alone for a while.  It's like fasting, it's painful at first, but after a while you see the rewards.  When functioning in society you are on a guided path daily, your sleep and food and time are all set daily and things become routine and your mind is set on living.  People always ask "what do you do", and most people answer with the job they do.  It's such a part of them they become a part of the job, their personality and focus is mended into that job.  Without purpose in the world you face a lot of the tough questions of life and have nothing else to do but think think think.  Things become silly and useless like being so concerned about your physical appearance and how others think of you.  Football to me now is so silly I can't watch it without laughing, the people playing, so serious, and the fans are even worse like it's their religion and get angry when things don't go as planned.  Knowing everything is predestined and understanding time has already been set, the end of the world has already happened.  Time isn't happening right now, it's an illusion.  It's like a roller-coaster that we are on.  The end has already been planned and we are all on a set path.  People are raised to where they will do what they were meant to.  Celebrities, the poor, football players, etc, all had influences they couldn't change that put them on those paths.  

Nurture and nature go hand in hand.  Understanding both are unchangeable and already decided even before the Earth and "our time" was created.